When I asked for a kiss
I love you Alan
Will you love me back?
When I reached and put a hand on your face
To say I love you
When I asked for a kiss
Because I wanted to say I love you
You Pulled away
When I asked for this
A prick
I jerked back
Pain
I can’t cry on this bus
I don’t want to tell you that it hurts when you do this
I don’t want you to know that it hurts when you don’t kiss me
Don’t kiss me when I reach for it
I don’t want you to love me because I might throw a fit
It hurts
Because if you don’t want to kiss me
Then I don’t want you to kiss me
It hurts
Because if this continues
The pricks that build up
Will start to draw blood
Will put a deeper crack
Down the already broken edges of my heart
So I tell you
Even though I don’t want to
It hurts
Because I don’t want to force you to care
If you don’t want to kiss me
If you don’t want to love me
Then I don’t want to say a thing to make you possibly pretend to care